MISSION | IN ORDER TO GROW
I want to change the direction of my life and who I am as a person. To do this, I am setting out challenges and missions that will destroy this current person. The first mission is an ongoing journey that evolves along with each stage of life. The core of the MISSION | IN ORDER TO GROW is about reshaping who I am, leaving behind my current self, and relentlessly pursuing self-improvement to create a better, more fulfilling life. I’ve split the mission into three parts to make it easier to achieve and pursue in daily life.
In order to grow I.
The first step toward change is accepting my current reality and understanding the why behind wanting change. To achieve this, I opened my journal and honestly listed every trait, response, and behaviour I exhibit daily. This process forces me to confront who I truly am and how I navigate life. For instance, without structure and routine, I feel completely lost, with my days slipping away into boredom and useless activities. Giving space for boredom is causing a stagnant life. I also realise I tend to procrastinate when trying something new, as the unknown triggers anxiety; since I lack a plan to handle it, I freeze and delay action. Additionally, I recognise that my emotions often control me, leading me to seek comfort in food.
In order to grow II.
The second step is to visualise who I want my future self to be and what my life will look like. This involves identifying the skills and mindset I aim to develop, as well as the fulfilling and meaningful life I hope to create along the way. For instance, I want to be financially secure and independent. Another goal is to handle stress effectively.
In order to grow III.
The final step is taking action to build consistent daily habits that gradually shape and strengthen the qualities I want to have. I ended up drafting four pages of guidance on how I'm going to succeed. For instance, I plan to fill my evenings with a routine to banish boredom, track my spending, log my fitness progress, and pick up new hobbies, anything to transform and elevate my old self.