WELCOME TO ANARCHY HOLD

A woman with dark hair and pearl earrings writing in a notebook at a desk, with a computer and an hourglass, in a dimly lit room.

I’m Ann, from North Antrim, and I’m in my early thirties. Currently, I work two jobs and have no life outside of work. I have an interest in history and art, but have no hobbies, no social standing, and I put in the bare minimum effort into my life. Therefore, I feel stagnant, with an unfulfilling life that feels pointless, and only leads to self-destruction.

Anarchy Hold is a catalogue of my ambitions and efforts of self-improvement. These threads naturally weave together and are explored on the blog under three main categories:

Fitness, Life, and Goals.

Categories of Anarchy Hold include

Fitness

Currently, I’m overweight, unhappy and hate my reflection. I’ve fallen in love with chocolate, and it shows.

Follow my journey to becoming fitter, stronger, and healthier.

Life

Currently, I’m pretty boring, and I spend most of my evenings wasting time with distractions. When I could be more productive, more organised in life, and better aligned with my creative interests.

Follow the chaos, while I sort my life out.

Goals

I’m coasting through life, with no real direction and believe I have more to my potential.

Pursuing goals creates a continuous state of self-improvement. To learn, build new skills, and adapt to life. To become someone new.

Theme change to Anarchy Hold

Anarchy Hold is being reset: Here, my interest in Irish history and the Catholic faith serves as the central driving force for personal transformation. These two sources don’t just inspire me, they actively shape my daily self-improvement efforts.

I'm not here to be a bible basher, preaching to others. Neither, I'm here to start a rebellion and storm a post office. I've realised I need more structure and a foundation to work from.

Both Irish history and the Catholic Church show me that ordinary working people, when pushed by a cause, can draw on dedication to forge something bigger than themselves.

The Irish drew strength through generations of hardship, offering a clear framework of honest character reflection, sacrifice, and purposeful living.

I am applying these same principles to rebuild my body, mind, and sense of direction. It’s about rising against the slow erosion of self and moving toward a life that actually feels worth living.

Welcome to Anarchy Hold.